December 2012
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I’m so bad at love. I keep thinking he doesn’t love me. I keep thinking that he would rather be with her, but the sad truth? I think he would rather spend his time with her than me. I keep having the dreams where I cheat on him. Is it my guilt or do I just not trust myself not to cheat on him? What I would give to see hid face right now. I miss him so much. I just want to spend every...
November 2012
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Fuck this life. Fuck this place. I try so hard, and I seem to fail. I’m can’t fathom failure. I cannot imagine my life going to waste. It scares me so much, but how am I to succeed without failing? You cannot win unless you learn to lose. What if I’m not capable of completely loving someone?
I get up every morning and it seems pointless. Why is it I do this monotonous routine...
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If you love him, then let him go.
If he comes back to you, then you know.
September 2012
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I’ll never understand why you love me.
July 2012
12 posts
Andrew,
You light me up, and you never fail to put a smile on my face. I couldn’t imagine not seeing your face or hearing your voice. I feel safe in your arms, and when your fingers slip into mine, I never want to let go. I want to make you happy, show you the joy you give to me everyday. You might be sick and twisted, but I love it. I know that you have been through some fucked up shit in...
Babe, The first time I saw you I knew I had to have your smile and personality is what got me the fist night instill remember I was on the floor and I pretended the my back was hurting so I jumped on the couch and we talked for a lil bit we are totally different people but for some reasons beyond my comprehension we connect I would drop my dream to help you with yours I would follow you to the end...
I’m pretty sure you’ve changed your mind. You have that look.
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I’m sorry for what I said the other night. It had no reflection on you. I’m really trusting and I usually get fucked over. I’m gullable and I believe shit I shouldn’t. The guys I’ve been with were ashamed of me. I’m not used to being loved for who I am, so I assume that no one would. But you know what, you’re different. I don’t want to fuck this up....
I can’t go five minutes without thinking about you. I want to spend my life with you. I miss you when you leave, and I don’t think I could function without you. When I see those eyes, those blue fucking eyes, the world stops. Everything that seemed so important is suddenly irrelevant. You make everything okay, like I know, no matter what, I’ll be safe. When I wake up in the...
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Andrew
I won’t hurt you. I won’t leave you. I’ll stay by your side. I’ll protect you. I promise, I won’t ever let you go. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and I couldn’t imagine not seeing you everyday. I can see that you’ve been mistreated, but trust me, I’ll keep you safe. From the second I saw you I knew that I needed you in my life. I woke...
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From the moment I met you, I knew I needed you. I hid behind my sunglasses with my tired eyes, while yours admired me. You made small talk, and at some point i thought you were just being polite, but little did i know you were just overly consumed by my presence. I havent ever met a man like you. Something special, something that I know deep inside I can never let go. My dreams and goals fear you....
I want a guy who’d be proud to say “Yeah, that’s my girl.”
June 2012
31 posts
Sometimes I wonder if you’d take me back. I keep thinking about you, you with her. Its disgusting but I keep hoping I’ll see your face again. You are the only person who has ever made me feel this way. I guess I need to find someone else in order to forget you, then why haven’t I found someone else. And I know you still care about me, even if you wouldn’t admit it. Its...
Forever alone
When you talk to a guy who doesn’t know what you look like and you totally hit it off, then they see what you look like and you never talk again.
How could you fucking leave me? You were supposed to protect me and love me. You said, you promised you would never let me go. You lied. You fucking asshole! You lied to me! You loved me, I never fucking loved you! Its not my fault that you fell in love with someone who was incapable of loving you back! Maybe you should think next time you fall in love with your best friend. Fuck you, fuck you...
I am completely alone.
I should get an award, lost my two best friends in two months.
I just want to die.
I’m done trying! Universe, you win because I give up.
One look at you and I go into withdrawls.
Fuck you.
That moment when you realize you are completely and utterly alone in the world.
You are lost, and no one is coming to find you.
